Ironman Florida

"Success in competition requires taking risks that are normally held back by fear. The first risk is entering the competition itself -- choosing to compete.  Everyone has his own personal threshold where the benefits of competing outweigh the fears." -Po Bronson


Man, this has been a tough blog to write.  Not that I don't want to, but just nothing really coming out.  It really was a great day for me.  There were some setbacks, but that's just how Ironman racing goes.  And really, I knew where my training was, but I'd have to hit everything to do what I could.  I thought sub 8:30 was my goal, though I really thought I could go under 8:20 if it played out well.

My goals this year were primarily time based.  I know that can seem odd, but it allowed me to focus more on myself and my own improvement, and to focusing on reducing the gap to the top guys, to be more and more competitive going forward.  Racing for placing is very important for a professional,  but you have to take the proper steps.... Like my coach Cliff English says, "Train to train. Train to race. Race to win." Sounds simple, because it is.  Don't leave out the steps that get you where you want.  But that's been the majority of my racing experience.  Working hard, wanting to get better, but just way too general.  You can't expect podiums (in quality sized fields) without being able to swim/bike/run at a certain speed/pace/intensity. So for me, it was - get there -  first.  That's why we had so many 1/2's, and only 1 Ironman.

I look back at 3 years ago.  Back from injuries and no training.  I wasn't healthy or fast enough to compete where I expected.  And everyone pretty much felt sorry for me.  But then I learned acceptance. Just being able to "accept" whatever that day brings.  Whatever each session, or each race, or especially each outcome is.  If I get my butt kicked (which happens plenty), accept, learn, move on. It was so important to just allow me to show up, and do my best.

But once you learn to do that, once you can give a consistent effort each time, you have to start reaching.  You have to improve.  And that involves risk.  So I started looking more and more about what it takes to be competitive, versus what my current level was. I remember looking at what kind of wattage it would take to drop from 4:38 (my best IM bike split previously) to under 4:30.  It was 15 watts.  That might not seem like a ton, but at a solid effort, it's pretty intimidating.  So that's what I set out for.  (I ended up averaging 38 watts higher than that, FYI)

Same for the run and swim.  I knew I had to average under 6:30 for most of the marathon.  And in my opinion,  I had to be a faster runner.  So we did a lot of low 5 min pace work, b/c 6:30's at the end of an Ironman feel much harder than in training.  And I trained w/ some real runners, esp Jared Bassett (thanks man!).  The long runs were ~6 min pace, and some of the workouts were way faster than I was used to.  I think the biggest advantage was just making me feel like a runner again.  Just having confidence that this was my strength.

 So 8:18:30, 11th Overall.  A big P.R. for me.  51 min swim, 4:24 bike (4:20 plus a 4 min blocking penalty-I pulled out to pass the guy in front of me,  right as someone was passing me- it was the right call), and a 2:52 marathon. link- RESULTS

 I'm pretty much blown away by the response and support from friends and family.  I don't look at this as "making it"...I went fast in a fast race, it was a HUGE step for me....But there are many more steps.  It would be a shame to work hard, accomplish your goals for the season, then not stay focused on the main goal (winning an Ironman), and not trying to improve next season.

 I'll rest, relax for now, then start up and just keep trying to get better.  Thanks so much for all the support.  Especially my family, who supports me so much.  Sarah, Mom, Dad, Jack and Bennett, my (literal) rockstar sister Jessy... Thank you.

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Steelhead 70.3

 "No excuses. Lose like a man, and win like a man. If you're injured, don't play; if you play, you're not injured."    -Pancho Segura


     Steelhead was a race that was on the schedule when I was originally focusing on points for the 70.3 World Championships in Vegas.  As the season goes forward, and as I see what I want out of races and  results, and how my body responds to training volume, racing, etc... that goal has changed.  But with not racing at some races I was signed up for (Muncie/Racine), in favor of the Vancouver 1/2, I just really wanted to show up and give my best effort.

    I had a rough swim (everyone did), and didn't make the best decisions early with where I lined up, who I started near, etc... I got out of the water with a very strong cyclist Thomas Gerlach, and we started to move back towards the front of the field.  We passed quite a few athletes, picked up another strong rider Josh Seifarth, and tried to get as close to the front of the race as we could.

    I got off the bike in 6th (Gerlach flatted), passed an athlete walking and moved up to 5th.  Ryan Rau came up behind me, and I held him off for quite a few miles, until I started to fade, he started to speed up, and, well, that's what happens sometimes.

    I raced the best I could on the day, I was in the top 10, and had some more great race experience, fighting through a bad swim, and making the best of the day.  Valuable lessons for Ironman.

    But.... I think the real value (for me at least) is finally understanding how I need to trust what works for me, and what I want out of racing.

    I don't go from race to race, competitive at the front every time.  I'm more consistent than I ever was, but when I've trained hard, rested, had a full build--I can be competitive.  I can swim and ride w/ the podium guys, I've seen how I can run when the training block was working, I know I can be in the mix.  But I can't do it every few weeks.  I don't care about racing for points.  I want to try to win some races, be in the mix for a podium whenever I show up.

   So if you're reading, and you want advice, it's just to look honestly and realistically about your goals, your strengths, your weaknesses, and plan around that.  I love the idea of racing every few weeks, being a part of the action.  But I really want to perform at my best.  And that's not the way for me to go about it.

    So I'll plan the races that are important, I'll look at the spacing between those events, and figure out the ideal training environment for each race.  A nice break with the family, then Augusta 70.3 and Ironman Florida are left on the schedule.  I'm excited to put in the work and show up, no excuses, ready to race.

    Thanks for reading, and big thanks to all my sponsors, I appreciate all you do and appreciate the opportunity to represent such strong brands. Working with people who support you and stay interested and invested in your performance makes such a huge difference. Thank you.

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  p.s.---this is one of my favorite songs. There's not much point to this other than it's something I really like and since I usually only blog race reports, here's something else to add to your playlists- Macklemore and Ryan Lewis

Subaru Vancouver 1/2 2nd Overall-3:54:53

 
"Mental toughness is learned. It's not a skill that everyone has, or is born with. There are people that are born tougher than others mentally, or figure things out earlier in their life. But if you have motivation you can acquire mental toughness, it's just about what your body gets used to putting up with"  -Greg Jackson

  

     I find it's tougher to write a race report when you have a good race than a bad one.  When you struggle, it's easy to relate, easy to see what the problems were,etc...You just put it out there and just be honest.  But when you do something well, it feels like anything you write is either boasting, or false modesty, or making a race into a bigger deal than it really is.  

     The reality is, I had a solid race, and a really good run.  One that I felt I was capable of, but one that I haven't actually done in a race.  Terenzo Bozzone (World Champion, Athletes Lounge sponsored athlete) was in Portland for the last 2 weeks, and we had a good training block.  But honestly, what workouts can you do in a week and 1/2 that changes you as an athlete?  Not much, but it was a great chance to see where I was, see how my training was going relative to one of the best guys in the sport.  And it was very positive.  Terenzo is the better athlete, and we had stud runner Jared Bassett to keep the paces sharp, but I was a lot closer than I ever have been training with him.  And, probably most importantly, it just felt like solid training.  I wasn't training outside of myself. There's definitely a focus and quality when you train w/ the really good guys, for sure.  But I wasn't going home wrecked, it was a sustainable effort.

     It's probably the best triathlon running shape I've ever been in.  But without actually doing it in a race, you start to question, "can I really run fast in a 70.3?"  I told Terenzo I wanted to run 1:16, and he just flatly said "you should run much faster than that! You're in better shape than that...Come on, back yourself!"  And he's right, maybe I was just putting a limiter on myself.  

    So anyway, I was originally scheduled to race Muncie 70.3 this weekend, but things were getting very hectic here in Portland.  Athletes Lounge 1st training race/work/family etc... and the travel was just getting very tough to handle (a super early flight, Saturday race,no homestay or hotel near the race....) I know it sounds like excuses, but sometimes reality gets in the way.  

    So with the option to race a solid 1/2 Ironman (with a prize purse) in Vancouver, on Sunday, with a race organization I really like, It was really a pretty easy decision.  I felt fit, strong, and that I had too many excuses for a poor race in Muncie.  I wasn't looking for an excuse not to perform, I was looking for the opportunity to express my fitness.  So no excuses.

    Race day, w/ some solid athletes like Andrew Russell, Elliot Holtham, and Nathan Killam, good Canadian guys and they would keep the race honest.  A mass start swim, I'm not used to, and I got beat up early. It was a bit strange, I was really was out of it for most of the swim.

   "Maybe I just don't have it today" - That was actually my thought process, that maybe I was just flat, and not my day.  But I quickly got that out of my system, and got on the bike.  Pretty early, I was able to get my legs going, and move up to 3rd place on the bike, behind Andrew and Elliot, with a young Australian kid on the bike w/ me the whole day....

    So I tried to chase, was making a bit of time on the leaders, but then started to feel the effects and the gap opened later on the bike.  Elliot flatted, which was really unfortunate as he's in very good shape, but I had to focus on my race.  I took my time in transition, and left the Garmin in T2, I just wanted to go out there and RUN.  Forget pacing, forget good/bad, etc...I just wanted a relaxed upper body, a really good turnover, and just go for it. 

    It felt good.  Well, it felt pretty rough, but the good kind, when you're pushing the pace, not just suffering through a bad day.

    3:54:53, 2nd Overall.  Fastest run of the day w/ a 1:11:01 for 20k (the bike was slightly long, the run slightly short).  A 1:11 is a 1:14 equivalent for 13.1miles, which is really where my training has been.  It's a relief to finally run what I was capable of.  But previously, I was running w/ extra weight and less fitness.  Part of it is having a good race on  the day, but most of it is putting yourself in a position to really perform at your best. 

    I've had a lot of race results that include me just pushing through an average day, not feeling great, not terrible, but just staying tough, staying on it.  You hope to have a day where you feel good and can perform, so that all those tough races are worth it. 

    So now I know I'm capable,  but there's bigger races, there's a faster swim/bike, there's so much to improve, to race the big boys in the big races...but this definitely gives me confidence to get off the bike and run w/ those top guys.  Lots of work to be done.  It's crazy to get too proud of yourself for just racing up to your expectations. Trials of miles. Miles of trials....

   Do not think of yourselves more highly than you ought, but rather think of yourself with sober judgement

                -Romans 12:3

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Chris Boudreaux

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Confidence- Eagleman 70.3 and looking forward

Therefore do not throw away your confidence, which has a great reward.   -Hebrews 10-35


  I recently found this written on an index card.  A friend had given it to me when I left LSU to go try and be a Pro Triathlete.  That was 12 years ago, I just saw it again last week....Confidence is a funny thing.  It's definitely on my mind right now, and it's relevant to both the last few races, and looking forward.  Confidence before a race is obviously important, but most of us can conjure up enough good feelings to feel good going into an event.  But when things don't go great (not terrible, just not what you expected), how do you keep your confidence?  I think for me, I need to be honest with myself, and look objectively at where I am and how do I have my best race going forward.

Eagleman 70.3 is one of the premier races in the country, for both pro's and amateurs.  It can (and usually is) a fast race, but because of the constant energy needed (no hills at all, so no breaks), when things aren't great, they can really just compound.  And the run is one long out-and-back, so that can be great, but it can also kind of eat at you when you're struggling.

I had a GREAT swim for me.  The times across the board were slow, but that's pretty irrelevant.  I got out of the water with Victor Zymetzev(Russia), James Cunnama(South Africa) , Mark Bowstead (New Zealand) and Jordan Jones (USA)...These are big time athletes, and have all won big races.  Legit pros.  So needless to say, I was pretty pumped.  I didn't do much different, but I found good feet, I really fought at the part where I usually get gapped, and I got in that pack.   Quick transition too, so I was out on the bike in perfect position.  This was actually a big step for me, and I'm really happy I was able to do it.  It doesn't mean that it will be easy going forward, but I know what I need to do.

On the bike, I was in 3rd position, exactly where I wanted to be.  We caught David Kahn, a very good athlete who was obviously having a bad day.  Then at some point, Jordan Jones decided he'd had enough "sitting in", and took off like a rocket.  It was a startlingly hard move, but everyone went.  If the other guys would have let him go, so would I, but that was not their plan, so off we went. After a while I just couldn't hold it.  My legs weren't great, but I had made the 1st 20-30 min, which is usually the tough part for me, but I still got dropped.  And when you're going way too hard for too long, the fallout is usually pretty bad.  I took in some calories and fluids, and just hoped someone fast would catch me, and we could go back in search of the leaders.  That didn't happen.  I can't keep hoping that someone will come along and tow me up to the group.  I did what I needed to do to get with the main contenders, and I didn't close the deal.  Just have to get better.

So my bike split was my worst of the season, but I was still off the bike in 7th or 8th.  I could either try and run smart, or try and make something happen.  Seeing the guys coming back at the turnaround, I thought there were one or two I could catch if I ran a solid (1:17-1:18) half marathon, but at the turnaround, I was shot.  It became just survival out there for me.  Really disappointing to run my slowest 1/2 in like 3 or 4 years.  But I gutted it out.  You can't be competitive when you run 8 min too slow.  But a top 10 MPRO finish at a high points race was good for my Ranking (from #187 to #106).  When you're feeling like that though, you don't think about finish times or placings, b/c then you'll just get down on yourself.  You just try to keep your form decent, and keep 1 foot in front of the other.

  It's always tough to write/say you didn't have a great race, when I know most people who read this feel like I was plenty fast enough, and most people would gladly take it.  But I think it's best to take the times/splits/finish out of it and just look at it from a personal performance standard.  We've all got our own goals and expectations, and we all want the best out of ourselves.  It was my slowest race of the year, on a fast course, and my slowest splits on the swim, bike, and run (though the swim was probably my best, just a long/high current swim course).  I haven't performed near as well in the last 2 races as the 1st two. Why?

That's where confidence comes in (see, this isn't just ranting, there's a point-maybe).  Why haven't the last races been great?  Do I all of a sudden suck?  No.  I went into Galveston on a huge, big training block, tapered, and raced great (minus the flat/penalty).  I had two weeks of holdover fitness into New Orleans, and I broke 4 hours.  The next two races were spread out so that we really couldn't do much serious training, mostly just stay moving between races.  So I raced 4 Half-Ironmans in 2 months(9 weeks).  And I couldn't really run any longer than those 13 miles, or do big hard rides and big hours.  I was able to train swimming relatively strong though, which explains why I haven't struggled as much there. So I've lost fitness. I wasn't building fitness through racing, I was ready for the 1st 2 races.  I know that I perform better with bigger training blocks, but I was excited to race.  And I'm glad I did.  But I also know how I can perform at my best, so I'll get back to the basics. Hard training, big miles, and hit that next race the way I prepare best.

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Florida 70.3, in pictures

I've had a bit of trouble figuring out what to write for Florida 70.3. It was a race I put on the schedule mainly because we were traveling there for family stuff anyway (Sarah's brother's graduation), so the race in the area worked out well. It was a bit hectic leading into the race, but I was fine mentally and physically for the race. Truthfully, it just didn't play out well for me, and I had an "eh" sort of race. Tried to stay with the leaders on the swim, but dropped off about halfway, no one to work with on the bike, and I struggled on the hot run, reduced to what felt like a shuffle, and lost a few positions. But positives, I stayed with it, did the best I could, finished 13th overall (top 15 get points for World Championship qualifying). Even the sub-par race moved me up ~50 spots, so it was worth it to race, though I know I had a much better race in me.

      So instead of just rehashing a pretty mundane race, here's some pics from the week. Possibly more interesting, and at the least, quick to get through.

training weather was nice in Portland leading into the race

traveling with the family is a little different than solo

the boys helping me train race week

hanging with the shop dog at Epic Cycles in Clermont

race photo-exiting the swim

on the bike, leading a group of 5

this is not the look of someone running well

Bennett providing support post race

feeling good enough to take a pic w/ Sarah

Jack on a roller coaster the next day. He chose to ride w/ a girl instead of Daddy

back home!

Thanks again for all the support, and thanks to my sponsors, family, friends, etc... for supporting me on this journey.  Can't wait for the next race.  Eagleman 70.3 in Maryland, a big race I've always wanted to do.

Chris

New Orleans 70.3 -- 3:59:53

  "we came here to live life like nobody was watching....
  Learned from that failure, gained humility, and then we keep marching"

"expectations are resentments waiting to happen" 
                                                -Macklemore and Ryan Lewis

    Maybe a bit dramatic of a line for a race blog, but it speaks to me.  Can't be afraid of any other athlete I race, any thoughts associated w/ results, any concerns or comparisons to anyone else.  Just be yourself, be confident, and compete.  Accept what that is. Plus those are lines from songs I was listening to pre-race, so there's that.

    I can say I did that pretty well this weekend at Ironman New Orleans 70.3.   I had a fair amount of confidence coming in from Galveston, where I felt like a good result got taken because of a flat tire.  I took care of what I could to stop that from happening, mostly rested up leading into this race, and was ready to go.

    Race morning, and I knew it would be a tough race, with the last minute inclusion of Andreas Raelert, the man with the fastest Ironman time in history, as well as a very solid field w/ athletes like Trevor Wurtele, Brandon Marsh, Tim Van Berkel, and others....The head was screwed on right though, and I was game.

* It seems a lot of people saw pics/posts/etc...from our training camp in Tucson this year.  So this is a pretty cool video Sean Watkins (www.wattieink.com) made of the camp.  Nice to remember a great camp and plus, who doesn't love this song?  CEC Pro Camp video (www.cliffenglishcoaching.com)*

      Good swim for me, I actually stayed pretty close to the front 3 guys for a good part of the swim, but finally got gapped.  Settled in late with the main pack of contenders, and got out of transition in a great (top 5 overall) position.  Swim split: 25:27

     Unfortunately, the legs weren't there.  I just couldn't hold any watts early, and did everything I could to get in gear and stay with that main group.  Nothing outside of my control, just popped at 15 min.  15 minutes in, and it already seemed like my day was over.  There was a real part of me that just wanted to turn around, pack it up, and go home.  But that wasn't gonna happen, I tried to regroup, get in some fluids, and get back going.

me "not feeling it"

Derek Garcia came by after a while, and by then I felt a bit better, and could hang with him, though it was very tough for me.  I was discouraged at first, b/c the top guys were quite a bit ahead.  But I just stayed with it, and sure enough, by the last turnaround at Bayou Sauvage, we had made up a LOT of time.  Big confidence boost, though I almost lost it all back STRUGGLING the last 5-6 miles of the bike.  That's where I realized I was pretty low on the calories and fluids I typically aim for.  Oh well, not much to do about it then. Bike split: 2:11:28

Starting the run, I was kinda the same as the bike, just didn't have it.  I said on the run the same thing I said to myself on the bike- "bad legs now, good legs later"....I honestly have no basis for thinking that, but whatever works at the time, right?

  You don't get to be tough sometimes.  This is where you have to be tough, when things are bad, not when things are great.  It's easy to push when everything's clicking. Much harder when you're not feeling it. Run split: 1:20:20.

    So anyway....Not much more to say, other than I just kept going, though I was pretty trashed, and I just stayed on it, and got just under 4 hours, 3:59:53, 11th Overall.

     It was my first time under 4 hours, which is solid, especially on a tough day.  But I want to compete with the top guys, compete for podium finishes.  I'm not going to be happy with 11th place.  But I am thankful to take a step forward.  I'm grateful to have a complete race where I went the absolute best I can on the day.  But this is the starting point for the season, a lot of work to do, and a lot of time left on the table.

    Thanks so much to everyone who supports me. I just want to respect and represent all the support I have from everyone in my life.  Thanks to Sarah, my family (Mom, Dad, Jessy-next time you boil crawfish, make sure I'm in town!), my business partners, everyone who lets me keep this up.  And my boys for singing Thrift Shop with me and continuing to ask me why I didn't win (I'm trying!). Thanks to my great friend Ryan for hanging all weekend and just being a big help with everything. Big thanks to my sponsors for everything you do for me, it's great having you guys in my corner. Let's keep this going and keep improving.

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Galveston 70.3...that was, uh, interesting.

      "the first skill to learn is the art of letting go the human inclination to judge ourselves and our performances as either good or bad" -Timothy Gallwey
 

  Galveston 70.3 was the 1st race of the season for me. Training has been going very well, a good 3 week camp in Tucson, but we backed that up w/ another really good 3 week block. I think it's easy to go from season to season and try new things, look for that magic training plan or workouts that will bring you to the next level.  I really didn't do any of that this year.  But I've really focused on just doing everything right.  So whatever Cliff's plan was, whatever my nutrition plan, just doing it all as prescribed.  I handled the training well and was fairly confident going into the race.  There's always a question mark before the first race, but at least it was a good chance to see where my early season fitness was.

 

me looking appropriately disinterested during the pro meeting

    Relaxed travel and I felt good leading into the race.  Got a chance to get a good warmup, and had a great start in the wetsuit legal swim.  Couldn't quite stay with the Richie Cunningham/Will Clarke group, but settled in right on Pedro Gomes feet, and got out of the water and into transition in 25:19 with Chris McDonald, Tim Van Berkel, Gomes, and most of the other contenders.

    I was smart on the bike, but committed to staying strong.  The pace was solid, and I was definitely above my target watts at times, but that's how racing works.  I knew Van Berkel and McDonald would be in the mix of this race, so that's where I planned to stay.

   I heard a good quote from Jesse Thomas' California 70.3 race report, "courage over confidence"...He got that from a sports psychologist he works with, and I just stole it from his blog.  So maybe I'm misinterpreting it, but it seemed to work for me.  Forget about any preconceived expectations of where you, or anyone else in the race "should" be.  You don't deserve to be ahead of some other guy just because you think you've "paid your dues."  Likewise,  there's no reason why, if I'm fit enough, I shouldn't be at the front of the race or ahead of anyone else, regardless of their palmares.

  A decent group heading out, Chris McDonald finally made a big move that only Tim Berkel and myself went with.  A small gap formed from them to me, but I was back on by about 38 miles, and we were closing on on 1st place.  Galveston has multiple timing mats, so there's evidence that I was riding very well, and had outsplit Richie C.  and the other leader ...here are the 1st 3 checkpoints:

15.5 mi 15.5 mi 35:13 1:02:59 26.41 mi/h
28 mi 12.5 mi 27:22 1:30:21 27.41 mi/h
40.5 mi 12.5 mi 28:50 1:59:11 26.01 mi/h

*updated w/power file:

http://www.trainingpeaks.com/av/55LY6VSOCVA2UKUCKL4ARC4WEAIV636VM4R65BY

I was under control, but riding well.  Then, BAM!   Flat rear tire.  I honestly couldn't believe it.  A huge cut on the tire, so a Co2 was useless.  No tech support (until mile 54!) so I really had two options, pull out and get a ride back, or just ride it out.  It was pretty frustrating to be passed (and passed, and passed) by groups of guys I was well ahead of. If you've ever ridden on a flat, you go from 26-27 mph, to 20 mph, like that. 16 miles was a long time to ride on a flat, but it was my only option at that point.

 Then, to add insult to injury, a group of 5 guys passed me, and the last guy sat up to take a gel.  The official with them told me I entered the passing zone, and had to pass the group.  I told him it was "f***ing impossible" as I had a flat and could only go as fast as I was going.  Red card, 4 min penalty.  I was pretty upset about this (and let him know) but what can you do?  I had a different official w/ me the WHOLE ride before I flatted.  I was proud of my ride, and felt like the call was more to just make a call, not to insure a clean race.

  "it is not so difficult to have a beginner's mind and to be willing to invest in loss when you are truly a beginner, but it is much harder to maintain that humility and openness to learning when people are watching and expecting you to perform" - Josh Waitzkin

So my "breakthrough" race out the window, I reminded myself I was there to get a race under my belt, and see where my fitness was.  What else was I gonna do that day, right?  AJ Baucco, who also had a flat tire early on the bike, ran up on me in the 1st 2 miles, and we just tried to give an honest effort and see if we could catch a few guys (which we did).  I think I was capable of a faster run, but a low 1:18, considering the situation, at least made it an solid day. Also, riding well pre-flat, I wanted to prove, mostly to myself, that I had the fitness for the whole race.

the only race pic I currently have

    So, despite the problems, I still went 4:05:14.  Which in years past I'd probably be happy with.  But me and Cliff knew I was around 3:55 shape, and I think that showed.  As I said after the race, moral victories suck, but I gave the best effort I could on the day.  Going forward...just stay fit, continue to try to do things right, and fight another day.

Next up is New Orleans 70.3, followed by Florida 70.3.

Big thanks to my sponsors/support team.  Athletes Lounge, Blue Seventy, Rolf Prima, BMC bicycles, ClubSport Oregon, Craft USA, Oakley, Sci-Con, and Quietly Fierce Media.

 Also a huge thanks to my incredible coach Cliff English, and Jesse Kropelnicki of QT2 for the nutrition/body composition work.  And especially thanks to my family, for unconditional support for what I do.

  Thanks.